Poem: Why Not Me

Til the end of time
I’ll see you in my mind
It’s not my decision
Not my choice to make

There’s so many places
That I could’ve gone
But I went into darkness
I embraced the unknown

And for what, I wonder
Time should tell me all
But what if it won’t
What if I’m alone

I’m trapped in this space
No good or bad
I hate all of my feelings
They kill me instead

Why did he have to
Why not me
Why do I miss him
Why doesn’t he miss me